February 2012
31 posts
We are slowly becoming acquaintances
itseyevay:
We don’t hang out as much anymore. It sometimes feels awkward when we do hangout because we have nothing to talk about. We both are getting/have new people that we tell certain stuff to. It just doesn’t feel right.
Do lent for God. Not to lose weight.
I have so many things to let out.
I just don’t know how to convert my emotions into words. I don’t know the first step of releasing the stress that’s inside me. I want to let everything out and pour my emotions to someone but I’m pretty no one would understand how I genuinely feel. Either that or they’ll just judge me. Everything is so complicated for me. It’s so hard when I want to say...
Why is it that when I wait for 11:11 to make a wish I look away for a second and shit happens. Fuck you then.
Sure it gets lonely.
But it doesn’t mean I have to find new people to hang out with or talk to. Eventually everything will fall into places and new people will enter my life. If it’s not going so well for now, I’ll just have to put up with it for awhile. Life will get better…eventually. Hopefully.
I used to be really fat and lazy.
I mean, I got a D in PE for 6th grade. And my mile run was 18 minutes.
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I hate seeing taken people whore themselves...
I know the difference between being friendly and flirting around. But it’s clear that what some people are doing is flirting. When you’re taken stay committed. You have the option to whether you want to be taken or single. If you’re taken don’t whore yourself around other people because there’s someone who you should commit yourself to. And if you want to flirt with...
The Vow
When the trailer came out last year: Omg, I can't wait for it to come out next year! fuck yes. Omg. I'm gonna get all my single friends all together and we're gonna watch that movie all together. I can't wait for it to come out!
When it came out: Lol, don't watch that shit. Not worth the money.
Some girls don't realize how beautiful they are.
They continuously layer their face with layers and layers of make up just to look decent. They wear uncomfortable clothes only to make them look like every other girl there is. They do unhealthy things such as skipping meals just so they could be skinny. It saddens me when these women doesn’t realize how beautiful they are. They need to realize they’re beautiful without having to spend...
Good looking people get everything they want.
It sucks because sometimes they don’t even try. All they have to do is use their appealing looks and they get whatever they want. On the other hand, the decent looking people have to work their ass off to get the same credit as those good looking people who barely even put in any effort at all.
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A dozen roses: $12
a box of chocolates: $10
a happy valentines day card: $2
still having $24 dollars because you're single: priceless.
I feel happy.
Lately, my group of “friends” has been making me feel un-welcomed and unaccepted these past couple of days. I haven’t been able to be myself. I always felt so lonely and cold. It felt as if I had nothing to look forward to. I even started having thoughts such as “If I were to die right now, I don’t even think anyone is going to notice.” but today, I met amazing...
What's the point of trying?
When everything doesn’t work out in the end? When everything just ends up falling apart. When you don’t get the out come that you deserve. When all your efforts always go to waste. When all the time, sweat and tears that you put aren’t enough. When you’re just not enough. What’s the point when everything will end up being the same.
I want to move.
Somewhere where no one knows me. Somewhere where no one knows about the things that I have done. I want to move somewhere where I can start fresh. I want to move somewhere where I can completely be myself and change the way I am for the better. I want to move somewhere where I’ll be able to live my life happier. I want to move somewhere where everyday will be an adventure.
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What's the point of vandalism in school?
Tagging on walls- Seriously? It’s your school. It’s a place where you have to go to whether you like it or not. It’s the place that determines your future. Do you want it to look ugly? Do you want to surround yourself with dirty walls filled with shitty graffiti that will probably lose their meaning over time? Do you like the fact that the school spends money just to get those...
Homewrecking.
Even though both sides are somewhat almost equally at fault it’s fucking ridiculous. The couple is at fault because they let the homewrecker wreck their relationship. But the dumb bitch is the one who started everything. I don’t see why people even homewreck to start with. Why would you ruin a happy couple? Is it that hard for people to realize that a couple consist of only two people?...
Reuniting with an old friend is always a good...
You both didn’t realize that your friendship was both falling apart, so then you just completely lose connection. But when you randomly catch up with one another it feels wonderful getting the same feeling you both had toward each other, not being shy, being able to be yourself around them, feeling like your old self once again. The best part is reminiscing about the past and being able to...
I need something new with my life.
I’m tired of the same daily routine happening over and over again. I want something interesting to happen. I wish I had something to look forward to everyday. I want to wake up in the morning feeling excited because of I know something good is going to happen. I want to go to sleep at night knowing I did new fun interesting that day. I want change.
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That chapstick cheat trick.
Uhm yeah, people in my school actually decided to try it. And the teachers noticed that it kept on smearing and almost everyone from one class decided to do that trick. It’s hilarious how people actually depended on that to work. Well y’all better hit the books cause cheating that way wont help you raise your grades up! People are so stupid for relying on tumblr.
I would love to transfer schools.
I’m honestly sick and tired of the people that surrounds me. It’s not that I hate them. I’m just tired of feeling out place all the time. I’m tired of dealing with the same thing over and over again. I just want to get away from it. And also, I would love to explore and experience new things. And I honestly miss the feeling of being welcomed somewhere.
Someone: We're selling boba for $4 from bobaloca and we'll have honeydew, milktea, and taro flavor available!
Ignorant person: $4? Damn, I can get 2 boba's for 4 dollars!
Oh really? Well no one give a shit. So shut up and go to where ever that place is cause no one gives a fuck.
January 2012
50 posts
I should have given you my number when I had the chance to, now I’m wondering when I’ll ever talk to you again.
I guess it's time to search for a new set of...
I’m not saying I don’t want the ones I have now. It’s just that I feel really lonely nowadays and very left out. It seems as if I’m unwanted in the current circle of people that surrounds me. I don’t feel that sense of welcome anymore. Even the friends that I used to talk to all the time doesn’t even bother walking with me during school or anything. I guess...
That one person.
Someone who you have as a friend on Facebook and goes to the same school as you and occasionally you both have deep talks. But when it comes to seeing each other in person, you act like total strangers.
Some people rely on tumblr too much.
And I do mean too much. No, I’m not referring to the people who spend 24 hours in this website because I’m pretty half of us probably have done that. I’m talking about the people who use this website for fame, those people who use this website as something related to eHarmony. I mean it’s cute when people meet from tumblr and what not but when all that guys or girls...
I hate it when my parents fight.
When you tell someone you miss them and they don’t reply. Oh, okay. I guess that’s cool too.
Talking to you makes me happy.
Even though your replies seem to be very dull and boring it’s okay. It still makes me feel happy talking to you. If only it was you that started the conversation for a change that would make me even happier and if you actually put effort into talking to me for once. I know that wont happen but it’s okay. I guess I’m still at that stage where every little things you do can cause a...
If you keep pushing everyone away.
Everyone will leave you. What makes you think people will turn back and come back to you? People aren’t just your toys that you can leave after you’re done using them or playing with them and come back a couple of days later because you got tired of your new “toys” No. You’re not special. Everyone will eventually leave you if you don’t change. Change your...
If someone wanted to talk to you...
They’d reply with at least a sentence or more. But if they seem to respond with boring replies such as one word replies and just a smiley by itself then I suppose they don’t really want to talk to you. Unless they really are a boring person that talks to everyone that way then, I guess that sucks.
It's easy to find friends.
But the hard part is keeping the real ones. It’s hard to find friends that genuinely care for you. Most of the time people who you call “friends” just put up an act pretending they care but they truly don’t care about you. It’s hard to entrust people with your secrets nowadays, it’s never guaranteed that the people who you think will be there support you in the...
I love it when another family accepts you.
Especially when it’s your bestfriend’s family. The warmth of feeling welcomed to their household even though you’re not really a part of them. The feeling of acceptance from people who you’re not blood related with is one of the best feeling. You actually feel that you are more than welcomed and you are accepted by other people. Especially when they treat you like...
I miss having someone to fall asleep on the phone with.
I love my own ethnicity.
But I think I’d wanna try and live a day of a different one. I think it would be fun. Being able to speak that language fluently, being able to write within that language well and understanding the language as well. I wanna know how it feels to be part of a different culture for just a while. Don’t get me wrong, I love what I am but I wouldn’t mind experiencing new things.
"I hope you're happy"
Actually wait, no. Fuck that. I hope you get Karma. I hope you end up feeling like shit the way I did. I hope you end up getting hurt the way I did. I’m just being real. Fuck caring for your happiness, since when did you care for mine? Okay. Go fall off a cliff now or something. Bye.
I guess all of that meant nothing.
All those phone calls. All the memories we made. All of the good times we had. I guess they all meant nothing. It sucks how I’m easily tossed aside like I was just something you used for certain times. I guess…. I hope you’re happy.
I hate it when people talk about how they got...
Well it’s fine once in a while or after you tell the story once. It’s reasonable. But I really don’t want to hear about you getting fucked up and doing retarded shit. Sure, it may be interesting the first time but after a while it just gets annoying. We get the story already, you got fucked up and you did retarded shit. But if you really want to the emphasize the fact that...