January 2012
50 posts
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December 2011
52 posts
I hate feeling out of place around my "friends".
It might seem like I just gave up on you.
But inside I’m dying to talk to you. Dying to hear your voice. Dying hold you close to me. Dying to have you with me. But I’ll just pretend like I don’t care and I gave up because that’ll benefit the both of us. Each day feels like a week without talking to you and honestly, you’re in my mind the whole day. As much as I want to talk to you again, I’ll stop...
Eunice doesn't like my blog.
Is this the part where I force myself to be tumblr famous and follow everyone back!? And then I cry and eat all the food I have. :C
Why am I doing this?
Why do I even bother? Whenever I talk to you it feels as if I’m just asking numerous questions. Asking who’s,whats,whens and hows. I try my best to keep the conversation going even though I’m aware of the fact that you’re completely bored of me. Why am I doing this? Sometimes I feel really stupid. This is one of the main reason why I hate the fact that I like you. I like...
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I'm going lesbian next year.
Girls only.
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You're only interested in talking to me when you...
And just like that, Christmas is over.
We waited 365 days for this day and it’s coming to an end. Now it’s time to wait 365 days once again. After all those decorating, Singing Christmas songs, Shopping for the perfect gift, taking your time to wrap the presents, and cooking food for your family, it’s finally over. See how fast time past by? Next thing you know it’s Christmas once again. This year’s...
You either depress the living shit out of me or...
You can tell when someone doesn't want to talk to...
Just by the way they reply to you. By the time difference of each replies they send. It really sucks how you reply as fast as you can because you want to keep talking to them but they just end up sending you half-asses one word replies. I’m sorry if I bore you, I guess the conversation wasn’t meant to start in the first place. I’ll just stop bothering you.
It actually works when people try to cheer me up.
Especially when they’re corny. I like corny. It feels good knowing there are some people who actually care. It shocks me that the people who I’m not even that close to are the ones that are trying to cheer me up, and it saddens me that the people I’m originally close to are just ignoring me. I guess life is weird sometimes.
It sucks.
Seeing you online and you’re not talking to me. I’m here fighting within myself whether I should leave you something or should I not. I type “hi” then I end up backspacing and typing “Hello, how was your day?” and I end up backspacing once again and in the end I end up not saying anything. I hate the feeling of annoying you, sometimes I wish you’d start...
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How do you talk to the person you like without...
It sucks how someone can just carelessly toss you...
Whatever tho. It’s something I should start getting used to. After people do whatever they wanted to use me for they’ll eventually just leave me. That’s what everyone does. I should just do the same to them.
Shut up, you ungrateful piece shit.
It doesn’t matter what your parents get you. You should be happy they got you something. And also, why would you bitch about your family and how your day just keeps getting worst because of them. There are so many people out there who wish to spend it with their family but sadly they’re not there for them anymore. You should be grateful you have your family to spend it with. And there...
Never expect. Never assume. Never ask and never...
I shouldn't like you.
I hate how you’re so cocky. I hate how you make fun of me a lot. I hate how you tease me too much. I hate how you know my weakness and how to control me. I hate you. But at the same time I can’t help myself from liking you. You’re the most complicated person in the world but so am I. I didn’t know you would make me think like this I can’t get my mind off you. Why are...
I miss spending my holidays in the Philippines.
Majority of my family is there. I’m not saying I don’t like spending it here in America but it’s just that most of my family are in the Philippines. I get really jealous of those big families who celebrate Christmas and New Years together, because I used to have that before until I left. If you ever spent New Years in the Philippines, you wouldn’t wanna leave. That shit is...
They tell you that you deserve better. But no one...
Dance and relationships.
vuthap0sts:
Honestly, most of the time, dancers are usually busy. Majority of them spent their time either at school, at work, at practice, or sleep—if they have time. I sort of understand why most dancers want a dancer boyfriend or girlfriend, and it’s simply because they understand that a dancer’s life is a very busy life. It’s hard to make time for other people when you’re busy putting all of...
I feel really left out nowadays.
It might sound like I’m completely lonely but there are days when I think to myself “Who should I hang out with today? Would anyone be down to go somewhere with me?” lately I just been feeling so separated from my friends. It used to be that my friends would always come over or invite me go somewhere with them. But I guess they all forgot about me now. What hurts the most is...
I guess I’m not worth your replies during the day, then you’re not worth feeling upset about. I shouldn’t be waiting for your replies as well. I shouldn’t even be answering your phone calls at night cause that’s the only time you probably ever think of me. That’s when everyone else is as sleep and you just call me cause you feel as if I’ll always be...
I'm going to Sea World tomorrow.
It’s fucking cold. Omg. Fucking cold.
That one friend.
There’s that one friend that you regret letting go. Not everyone is still together with their bestfriend. Most of us drifted apart because we’re either too busy, or we just don’t have that connection anymore. Honestly, I regret losing connection with my friends. I wish I could have the friendships I lost all back. I just don’t want to randomly barge in their life wanting to...
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People always get tired of me easily.
I don't like my haircut.
._. I wont be taking pictures in a while…
Shopping with parents.
CONS:
They judge people at mall.
They judge you base on what you want to buy.
They’ll think what you think looks nice, looks ugly.
They’ll be complicated.
They’ll think that everything over 15 dollars is really expensive and not worth it. Therefore you have to really convince them.
PROS:
THEY PAY FOR EVERYTHING.
You save money.
I hate it when simple things become complicated.
Seriously. Just stick with the plan and stop making it complicated. It’s plain and simple if you follow the directions but if you keep adding shit to it it’ll be fucking complicated. I seriously don’t wanna deal with all that bullshit that’s why we plan shit ahead.
WHERE'S THE HOLIDAY SPIRIT?
Can you believe it’s only a few more days before Christmas? It sucks that people don’t even pay attention to it. It depresses me so much when people just doesn’t care anymore. I remember when the whole streets would be surrounded by Christmas lights and what not. But this year it seems to be quite a bit dull. I remember when I’d start my Christmas countdown after Halloween...
Junior Year.
It’s not really working out so well. I don’t really have good grades to be honest. I have a C and the rest are B’s and 1 A that’s pretty horrible considering I never even had a C in the past. I just have to learn how to manage my time more and put more effort in school. I just can’t afford to make my transcript look like shit because I really want to get to a...
Anonymous asked: You have very chinky eyes, but it's cute. Lol.
Scuuuurd.
So like there’s this guy in my second period who sits in front of me and like he took like 200 creeper pictures of me. At first I didn’t notice because it seems as if it was only him and his friend taking pictures together then later on I noticed that there was a big ass gap from that one girls face which makes room for me. It was so awkward when I found out cause I just turned around...
If you need someone come to me.
I don’t care whether we’re close or not. Whether we’re even friends or not. Whether I even know you or not. It doesn’t matter. I’m here to listen to anyone who needs someone to talk to. If you ever need anything, I’ll be here for you. You don’t have to go through the hardship of life by yourself. It saddens me when people think people doesn’t care...
Secret Santa.
I don’t hate it but I don’t like it. I think it’s just me but I don’t really like the idea of paying the same amount of money to give someone something and for someone else to give you something that is the same amount of money. LOL. Whatever, maybe I’m just cheap. But like, if you’re going to spend that much money, wouldn’t you might as well spend it on...
I'm pretty sure I'm over you.
But there’s still a small part of me holding on to you. I mean, I’m not AS hurt as I was. I’m actually doing fine now. But for some reason, it hurts me in the inside when I see you with someone else. I start feeling a little bitter in the inside when I see someone who used to be mine be someone else’s. I don’t know. I guess that’s just me. I should be happy that...
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Le sigh.
indecisive-vagabond:
When people talk about being “forever alone” but they were talking to someone recently-ish, and you haven’t talked to someone in awhile compared to them.
Omg. LOL. Shut up justin, you actually have a chance.
I don't dress up for school anymore cause I...
You preach it you molerat.
kyrineee asked: wheres your eyes?!
I wish I was talented.
While everyone else is doing their own thing I’m here stuck wondering what I’m good at. Everyone else around me is good with painting, drawing, playing an instrument, dancing, singing, playing a sport and what not. It makes me feel worthless sometimes because I’m not practically good at a single thing. I’m just either average or below average. Damn, it sucks not being...
I hate it when I'm typing and I accidentally press...
Well that sucks?
Whenever someone say “Fuck it, it’s just school. Thug life.” or something along those lines I just can’t help but think “Wow, are they really that stupid?” I’m sorry but “just school” isn’t really right. It’s fucking school. It’s your future. It’s important. It’s suppose to be your main priority. You’re not...